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HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY DAVID <3

And did you see the luvos of my sister? whatta head.

And I kinda admit that my hair is kinda long. Just not there yet.

i conquered my fear of heights

it's okay

Iwoke up at 4am for you guys. But it's okay socceroos. 4-0 to germany isn't that bad. They probably take the steroids so it's alright. I forgive you Cahill, I still love you. I accept you got a red card. I would of been aggressive too.

How was my long weekend you ask ? It was quite interesting. Get together at David's was eventful .. I love you girls. And to be perfectly honest I haven't touched any school work. So I am planning to .. soon... hopefully.

I won't be bloggin much cause I kinda cbf and I need to focus on school :]

hehe

one sweet day

So I went libary but there were no seats so I went home and instead of studying as written on my 'hsc study timetable' I decided to fit in a nap. A 6 hour nap to be more precise.
6 hours of not having to worry about anything. 6 hours of dreaming. 6 hours of escaping reality.
So its 12 now and I should .. sleep?

IT'S MY LIIIIIIIFE ITS NOW OR NEVER I AINT GONNA LIVE FOREVER I JUST WANNA LIVE WHILE IM ALIVE, ITS MY LIFE .. sorry listening to some BJ.

Pretty hyped up for the long weekend. World cup and karaoke and chillin' and hanging out . Hope you guys enjoy it too!

And the other day, my little sister told me how my mum changed and wore an australia supporting t shirt while watching soccer .. on tv .. at home.
Nice. (Y)

We'll be alright

Just a couple snap shots which made me smile inside. :]

I've had my fair share of problems/issues/regrets/embarassing moments. And I'm sure I'm not the only one, I hope.

So, here's a life changing tip:

Harden the fuck up .. and move on.

Music of my life

So like, my week has never been so unproductive. No surprise there.

Ive been driving around alot lately and well I spent the day today with the loved ones, Andrew + David. Last second thing to go livo library but as I was looking for parking.. we somehow ended up eating and at david's house. OMG, they also taught me how to play a song on the guitar. Pretty hectic yeahhhhh . Although i promised myself to do a bit of study this weekend.. ill try again next week .. :]

And I'm.. i'm officially missing you.

just dance in my head

So like, i just got from late night and managed to grab some goodies including a nice pair of fluffy ear muffs .. fucken gangster, I know. But i feel pretty guilty for shopping cause I promised i'd save money for my bike :( I also got my HY report and I'm pretty satisfied .. but I could definitely improve. At least my goal of getting top 5 in all subjects was achieved so kudos to me. The weather's been pretty shit lately and makes me wanna just kill myself but I'm strong. I'm gonna start driving manual soon so I can get a manual car and be pretty hectic.

Do you know I exist just to promsie you this, endlessly to be true to you,
and if u answer my pray
ill cross my heart and i swear endlessly to be true to you
and if you only see how beautiful you and I would be,
endlessly..
and i know right now your heart is broken in two
but did u know my hearts been broken since the day i met you.

aww shit, i'm pretty hectic.

hehe

<=== im talking about this guy

My friend was like "Imagine pashing this guy, it'll be like kissing a desert."

and i replied , "imagine getting fi****ed by him" HAHAHAHA LOL if you got it then your one dirty motherfucker.

Stop reading blogs and do your work !!!

J5-D0-1T

So like umm, I'm at cabra library atm. Supposed to be resuming my english speech but it's too hard and I so cbf. So someone please entertain me. right now. come to cab. anyone?

the only thing that will hurt me, is if you weren't here (8)

So like, today i woke up to the sound of the kids changing their clothes in my room. Awesome. beautiful sight.
I spent the day at davids house with him and andrew and I'm glad to say I started my english speech. I know Iknow, I'm a genius. We ate, talked , chilled out, complained (well i did) and it was fun. As i was going home, my car didn't start and I was freaking out. And now it doesn't work and so i came home and told my parents that davids dad will fix it. And shes cool about it. Maybe cause his &my parents go back. Waaaay back. Before i was born actually. Small world aye. well i want my car. i want to go buy subway cookies. and my brother lost his wallet on the train. sooo .. umm.. yeah. we got the best luck. Fml.
Alot of people are against my idea of getting a bike licence.
Well, it's not my fault im hectic.. so ummm.. yeah. screw you.

what a nightmare..

So like last night, went to watch Nightmare on Elm Street with julie and friends and it was pretty scary I might add. I feel sorry for my cousin as I think I deafened her with my hectic screaming.. if deafened is a word. I was supposed to start my english but I didn't have time so I planned to start it today but I ended up napping the whole day. So I am planning to start my english tommorow . And I will. I swear. I'm committed.. and shit.

The movie is pretty good, fully suspenseful and shit. I shitted myself and wanted to die and sleep but yeah it's cool. Anywhos, gonna msn and yeah do shit so like, laduhs haters.

zoomzoom

I am supposed to being doing my business report due tomorow and even start my english speech but the thought of perhaps getting a motorbike licence is too overwhelming. You don't understand how much I've wanted this. It's been too long. If only my parents would buy me a bike .. or maybe even let me get a licence.

My goal is to get a bike licence before the end of the year. Pretty gangster aye? lol

Imagine rocking up at uni in one of these babies. Fuck. Me. Dead.




















P.S: RIP Bac Duc, I will never forget what a happychap and nice uncle you were . <3

Just a fraction of your love..

Here are some motherfucken a-grade songs for studying :

Endlessly- B4

All my life - Kc & jojo
Common denominator - Justin Bieber
I wanna be - Avant
Water runs dry - Boys II Men

Peaches and cream - 112

You just gotta love oldschool.

Sorry if i don't blog much, I'm actually going library most weeknights and doing hw ..

Cannot wait for school disco.

Disco like disco stu.

Oh lizzy

My mum bought me some products today to add to my never-ending makeup collection.
I was supposed to get a Lancome primer which I really wanted but they were out of stock so she decided to get me foundation and eyeliner from Elizabeth Arden. Not entirely satisfied with the lighter choice of colour of the mousse foundation but eh, better than nothing. She better get my primer soon..
I also checked the prices of these on net and wow, my mum got done.. hard.

I'm pretty excited for khoa's birthday tommorow ! the weather better be beautiful and can't wait to spend the day with the women + boys. <3

friday night lights

You would of thought I would of spent my friday night wisely eh?

and i kinda did .. according to my perspective.

5pm: yeah gonna go eat pancakes on rocks with all saints people. Think i'll have a short little nap..

7pm: Phone wakes me up. "hey where are you?" , "oh im sleeping and im tired", "well come hurry you dog", "aww noo Im sick" .. booyah :)

Think I should do my history essay and business report and start english assignment all due soon..

8pm: wakes up, checks phone, oh just a bit more sleep won't hurt.

1am: wake up to find its 1 am "WTFFFF!"and msg david asap. He calls me a sloth as usual. And i'm proud of how i spent my 8 hours of a beautiful friday night.(dreaming)

I wonder what i'll do tommorow...

get your own box.

im not afraid

Just got back from buying khoa's soft drinks and eating @stockies with the group.(well most of them anyway.) I went late night with my mum yday and Ienjoy spending quality time with her. She's getting old so I wanna make the most of now.

I haven't done any real effective study since I started year 12, or school for that matter. Even though i told myself i wouldn't be those people who leave all the revision and studying till the end , i failed hardcore. I'm just over it. Seriously.

I wonder what i'm doing tonight..

well, enjoy your weekend guys!!

When you believe in a thing, believe in it all the way, implicitly and unquestionably.

say cheeze .. ..BANANAS!

I never realised how much family meant to me.. the whole world really.
Especially these beautiful, hilarious and smart little brats. :)

P.S: I still love you.

I want nothing more than what's happening at this moment in time... LOL jk. cant wait till schools over.

Sometimes you just gotta run away,
so you can see who will come after you.
Sometimes you just gotta talk quieter,
Just to see who’s listening.
Sometimes you’ve gotta step up in a fight,
But only to see who’s standing by your side.
Sometimes you’ve gotta make a wrong decision,
Only to see who’s there to fix it.
And sometimes…
You’ve gotta let go of the one you love,
Just to see if they will ever come back…

There will always be faces you can never look at without emotion and there are names you can never hear spoken without that same old feeling returning. Just when you think you can move on, you’ll remember all the reasons why you held on so long.

imy

and to me, you are the most beautiful creation.

airplanes pt2.

After school went oportos with joey and then had a convo with the mother. I told her what my friends are planning to do after school and she was quite impressed. We also talked about our family's post-hsc holiday to vietnam (thai + cambo) and how joanne is going by herself to vn.
"What? Why are they going by themselves? boy or girl? HAH? why?"
I told her "mellow out man." LOL jk.
"I told her to come at the same time as us so we go together."
"Oh yes yes good. Are your other friends going too? ..who?"
"yeah everyone mum like everyone. like all the asian kids."
"Tell them they can go on tours with us and you can choi(play) with them."
" hhectiiccccc."
dad butts in, "get their numbers and call them so they can come over for dinner.. and go out, ride the xe honda(motorbikes)"
Grin appears on my face..
"WTF!! NO ! NO XE HONDAS ! duma when you come into this convo and mention xe honda i dont want her to hang out anymore. stupid man."
fark relax, dads more fun than you.

:)
Cannot wait.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

life's little lessons

Life doesn’t give you the people you want. It gives you the people you need. To help you. To hurt you. To love you. To leave you. And to make you into the person you were meant to be.

happy mum day

Happy mother's day ! I love you mum. You're the best. :)

Okay I had an interesting, fun, emotional and tiring weekend. I'll tell you guys about it. Well Saturday morning I went eat with family, then went liverpool to buy mummy a present. Got her clothes at myers which were pricey but our mothers only deserve the best of the best :)
And I lost my phone and i started to panic and scream at everyone but eventually i found it, and i never ever felt so relieved when the gay guy at the counter returned it. At night, I went to a small party at danny's which was pretty dramatic. Ate hotpot, drank, talked, relaxed. Went home around 2am and ate kebab and maccas.
Following day, woke up with massive headache. Went to eat with the family. More giving of presents. Went liverpool to shop. Bought more clothes, ice-cream etc. Feet were killing me. Got home around 5 and finally time to rest and to cry at the amount of homework needing to be completed. Urgh fml.

ROLFMAOLOLMAO

..boppityboop














LOL how cute is that.
Tell me that did not make your day. Go on, tell me.

Note: if you tell me I will shoot up your nostrils ..

..both of them.

finally

the weekend has finally arrived. And I am pretty excited for whatever is in store .

So school was okay. Afternoon was better. And just got this beautiful and inspiring picture emailed to me from Nathan. ( note: he took this when we were at david's and I was right there.)















Love you too dighead .

Have a fun weekend guys!! I will blog about it but until next time.

SEIZE THE DAY

flash delirium

So like I went shopping with Nathan and David today for David's older sister's costume japanese party and it was hilarious. Went cabra first to get tatts and extensions for their ratties and shit (dressing as Yakuza ; jap gangsters). And then we went Livo to get magnetic piercings LOL hahah fuck I swear, I shall show you guys pics asap.
And I asked my mum what she wanted for mothers day, she giggled, and honestly answered "a shirt or something". Okay mum "kfc mother banquet it is" Mum, I know you love that shit. Or how about, the fact that I'm your daughter, is the greatest gift in the world. Awww <3 Admit it, I'm pretty fucken awesome. Who needs makeup, clothes, jewellery when you can pay for my fines, clean up after me and feed my fat ass. He he he .he . he .he

Just jokes. I'll get you some slippers from the reject shop.

Omg we saw this bamboo stick at the reject shop and i was like "is it a didgeridoo" and started blowing in it. . fml

i'm coming for you

It's nearly mother's days !! Got no clue what to get for my mum. She's the type of person where she kinda has alot of shit already, and I just don't wanna add up to the pile of stuff. But hopefully an idea pops up.
*sigh. Just got back from libary with david and nathan. Part productive and part hilarious. Time goes by way too quick. I kinda take it for granted. P.s I love you is on now !! Should I watch it? or make food ? or msn ?

ALL THREE IT IS!!

breaking out and cold and lazy and unfit .. FML

stuck in the moment

Life lesson : never repeat mistakes.
You would of thought getting a fine for parking in front of the school would teach me not to do it ever again. But no, the idiot inside me just had to come out and once again I parked there this morning. Far out, another 150. My parents are sersiously gonna kill me.
I wouldn't be surprised if I parked illegally again tomorow. FML

Just gotta go

Oh ma gosh. Ate oportos with tony today and we napped in my car. It was pretty good but made me miss him even more :( But gosh he makes me laugh.
And you know how I always say I'm full gonna study and shit, good start today. Napped at 4, woke up at 8 then watched tv and msned till now. bloody oath, am i a nerd or what. I should slow down aye. Dw guys, I'll give you my study tips, gonna write a book about it.

Sneak peak;
1. Always study in bed. Like ALWAYS. Makes you feel tired and results in a long nap, thus, makes you feel good. Feeling good, makes you study.
2. It is best to study in a technology full envirionment. Laptop, computer, tv, phone, you name it. Makes you feel smart with smart stuff.
3. No breaks or rests when studying. If you do, I will personally come into your room and rape you. You'd like that wouldn't you. So please, break all you want.

*sigh. see all the sad shit i do when i'm up at night and can't sleep. FML

"hey handsome .. not you fat jesus."

Just watched hangover, hilariously delicious. God bradley cooper is one hot piece of meat.
My weekend was pretty awesome. Iron Man 2 was fucken hectic with the girls !! Went to see all saint guys after that with dave and saw the cutest guy ever and after they stalked me home which was great. Yday went to a careers expo in the city which was pretty boring but got free lollies so it was cool. I never realised that working in Aldi has its benefits. Then Last night went Santos with dean,david and andrew. It was pretty nice. The waiters are pretty hot too. Bonus. And while I was saying my farewells and driving home from Andrew's, I look in the rear mirror and once again dean and david are at it.
*ring ring"
"david, where do you think you're going"
"oh we're going maccas for my sister again, why?"
"oh okay you better be, bye"
I turn into a random street and they turn too. I get out of the car, "maccas my ass!!"
"oh lucy, i thought you were going too so we just follwed you" LOL biggest dickheads ever.
I should stalk someone home one day, it's so hilarious (if you're not the victim). And I was totally scared to go home at 2am in case my parents hear me home and kill me for going out late, so I drove back to julies and just slept there. And came back home this morning and found out I got a fine for parking in front of the school. FML. $150 gone. =(

What a adventure I know, and my dad kinda gave me a lecture and it was a total wake up call. Trials are in 3 months. THREE fucking months.

time2study.

Little Secrets

WHERE do I start? a lot of shit has happened this week. I just got back from a long night with my cousin + others and now off to watch movie at Livo with a friend... And yday I kinda also had a little car accident .. and my parents still don't know =/ I've been trying to avoid them. I'm too young and awesome to die :( But no need to worry, I'm fine guys, thanks for asking. I hope my parents don't have to pay too much, am I burden? Yeah pretty much. I thought I would never ever ever ever have an accident. FARK.
Although school has once again resumed, it still feels like holidays to me, and I'm lovin it. And I hope you guys enjoyed your long weekend. :D

Amazing

Late at night and I can't sleep.
I've been on skype for past 3 hours with andrew + david, so funny. God they make me laugh.
check this site out: www.failbook.com ! cracks me up hardcore. Trust me, it will definitely make your day.
Honestly, I'm feeling better today than previous and it's all gooood. I'm pretty excited for school, I want to see my asian peeps... but I haven't done any studying :(

Accepting and no regrets .. I hope.

Bring it on tommorow ? I hope my parents let me out.

Don't wait 'till the water runs dry

It's been four days .. feels like an entire lifetime.
But everybody's telling me to be strong. And I'm trying very hard.
I guess it's going to take a while.
I miss you.
*sigh

thank you

Thank you for the tears, the joy, the laughter, the tears, the experience, the pain, the love, the hope, the journey and for you.
My first love, soulmate, bestfriend, lover, boyfriend. My everything.
Thank you for the best (and worst) 18 months of my life. You've taught me so much about so many different things and you've supported me through every decision I made. Thank you for opening my heart. Thank you for showing me love. Thank you for loving me.
Although my heart is broken, I will always love you. Like I promised remember? I swear.
I guess, it's just the end of the road for us.
Lest we forget.



But on a brighter note, I enjoyed easter show with dean + gf, andrew, david, other david last night but I really wished I was with the girls. The nightlife is so beautiful. I was walking and looked up and the lights and the people all together made me miss my friends so much more. I wanted to take pictures but noone had a camera. :( Oh well, need to catch up on sleep. only got 4 hrs. Fml.

No regrets.

take me back to the good times.

CHECK THIS TUNE OUT !

B.O.B ft. Hayley Williams - Airplanes

Wow, lately I've stayed home more cause I feel bad for my parents and my dad says I should study which is true but I'm 17 ! I need freedoomm.

During dinner, my mum brought up my 18th birthday and how I should make a dinner with family + friends at a viet restaurant. How frikking asian can she get. And i was like "aw but i want to do my own plan" and she's like "why ? you need your family" URGHHHH! WHYYY!?! So I guess I'll invite close friends and then make a huge party after HSC. No worries.

Extremely tired and I was supposed to go jogging with Andrew but I woke up late and I hope his not angry :( But i will see him tomorow @ easter show along with the other losers.

Oh god how I love autumn/wintor Fashion. Winter orgy. Obviously strong shoulders are in season which also helps diminish the waist size.

Alexa Chung is looking beautiful and inspiring as ever <3.

How i wish i had long thick hair.

and How hot are those lace up boots? Fuck me dead.

Okay gonna shutup now!!