Little Secrets

WHERE do I start? a lot of shit has happened this week. I just got back from a long night with my cousin + others and now off to watch movie at Livo with a friend... And yday I kinda also had a little car accident .. and my parents still don't know =/ I've been trying to avoid them. I'm too young and awesome to die :( But no need to worry, I'm fine guys, thanks for asking. I hope my parents don't have to pay too much, am I burden? Yeah pretty much. I thought I would never ever ever ever have an accident. FARK.
Although school has once again resumed, it still feels like holidays to me, and I'm lovin it. And I hope you guys enjoyed your long weekend. :D

Amazing

Late at night and I can't sleep.
I've been on skype for past 3 hours with andrew + david, so funny. God they make me laugh.
check this site out: www.failbook.com ! cracks me up hardcore. Trust me, it will definitely make your day.
Honestly, I'm feeling better today than previous and it's all gooood. I'm pretty excited for school, I want to see my asian peeps... but I haven't done any studying :(

Accepting and no regrets .. I hope.

Bring it on tommorow ? I hope my parents let me out.

Don't wait 'till the water runs dry

It's been four days .. feels like an entire lifetime.
But everybody's telling me to be strong. And I'm trying very hard.
I guess it's going to take a while.
I miss you.
*sigh

thank you

Thank you for the tears, the joy, the laughter, the tears, the experience, the pain, the love, the hope, the journey and for you.
My first love, soulmate, bestfriend, lover, boyfriend. My everything.
Thank you for the best (and worst) 18 months of my life. You've taught me so much about so many different things and you've supported me through every decision I made. Thank you for opening my heart. Thank you for showing me love. Thank you for loving me.
Although my heart is broken, I will always love you. Like I promised remember? I swear.
I guess, it's just the end of the road for us.
Lest we forget.



But on a brighter note, I enjoyed easter show with dean + gf, andrew, david, other david last night but I really wished I was with the girls. The nightlife is so beautiful. I was walking and looked up and the lights and the people all together made me miss my friends so much more. I wanted to take pictures but noone had a camera. :( Oh well, need to catch up on sleep. only got 4 hrs. Fml.

No regrets.

take me back to the good times.

CHECK THIS TUNE OUT !

B.O.B ft. Hayley Williams - Airplanes

Wow, lately I've stayed home more cause I feel bad for my parents and my dad says I should study which is true but I'm 17 ! I need freedoomm.

During dinner, my mum brought up my 18th birthday and how I should make a dinner with family + friends at a viet restaurant. How frikking asian can she get. And i was like "aw but i want to do my own plan" and she's like "why ? you need your family" URGHHHH! WHYYY!?! So I guess I'll invite close friends and then make a huge party after HSC. No worries.

Extremely tired and I was supposed to go jogging with Andrew but I woke up late and I hope his not angry :( But i will see him tomorow @ easter show along with the other losers.

Oh god how I love autumn/wintor Fashion. Winter orgy. Obviously strong shoulders are in season which also helps diminish the waist size.

Alexa Chung is looking beautiful and inspiring as ever <3.

How i wish i had long thick hair.

and How hot are those lace up boots? Fuck me dead.

Okay gonna shutup now!!

Don't stop 'till you get enough.

Pretty in Pink .. (lipstick). *need asap.




















Harem pants + ankle wedge boots + white blazer = the sex.


















Shirt tucked into neverending leggings? I never would of thought. Love love love.


















Favourite outfit. Simple + effortless + stunning. Need to get meself a pair of leopard tights.


Oh and everyone , please come sydney fashion week with me next month ! <3

confusion

How the fuck do i edit this piece of shitttt !!?!?! I want like that convo shit and links and omg fml. HELP PLEASE

life cant be all our way.

The deepest feelings are shown in silence.

broken strings

Hello there ! Beautiful day ain't it ? well i am pretty bored and for the first time i stayed home :) I even did my first school work since the half yearlies and completed a couple math questions for tutor hehe.
Well, so many things are running through my mind atm and i'm pretty sure the girls know what some of it is :/ I saw their beautiful faces on Thursday and it totally made my day even if it was only for a couple hours. I love you guys (L).
I went karaoke again yesterday to feed my growing addiction and it was fun. Oh em gee. We sang "truly,madly,deeply" and I nearly cried, it was pretty emotional. I'm such a pussy.
After a night at the city, I hung out at David's house with Andrew and YESSSS , since Davids been working hard at the easter show he's gonna get me a free entry. Booyah. I wanna buy like every chocolate showbag next week. Yumm, i'm craving.
It's been a week since I've seen Tony and it's pretty depressing but I just try to keep myself occupied so I don't think about him. I guess its working, i hope, kinda, yeah, i guess.
Oh and I got my netbook today, it's soo cute. It's pretty cool.
Nothing else exciting in my life except the usual.

"I can't tell you something that ain't real. Well the truth hurts and lies worse but how can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before. Running to the fire when there's nothing left to save, It's like chasing the very last train when we both know its too late. "

ju5do1t

Here we, here we, HERE WE FUCKING GO!

OMG best party last night ladies and gents. It was one of my close friends, Andrew Nguyen's one month early bday house party and it was fucken mad. Great people, best music and the atmosphere was top notch, bloody oath, chuck some prawns on the barbie. Danced till i dropped and I drank even though i had to drive :( But i can't resist, im too g. haha jokes. My girls should of came, it would of been even better but tonight I will see them tonight :) I miss them so much. My body is aching all over after going gym and dancing and shopping this weekkkk, im gonna die.

It was my 18 month yesterday and we didn't celebrate. No surprise there.

OH well, I'll blog later . Not really in the mood, got a mad headache.

I was kinda off my head so ignore my stance.

laters haters

if i had one wish ..

I feel so bloated and fat and need to definitely work out soon, especially after eating kinder bunnies :( And karaoke on thursday with some close ones was fun and sadly, i went again yday night with the family. i sang "decode-paramore" with my little sister and might i add , i hit every note perfectly 8-). I've developed an addiction for karaoke. Awesome. (Y)

Today was very productive and tiring. Went liverpool with mum and siblings and bought some stuff and got a pair of awesome ankle boots with studds . OMG I LOVE THEMMMMMM. I cbb to post a pic though so yerhhh.
I'm also getting a little cute netbook next week. It's pretty cool but i must admit i chose a pretty ugly colour. Impulse buy ? No, i just couldn't say no to the nice man who loved the "bronze" finish. Thanks mum i love you. And the reason for this gadget is for notetaking at syd uni of course :)
Alone on a saturday night and bored to the days and my baby is at a wedding. I hope you guys are having an awesome easter holiday with your loved ones and rocking those sweat pants. Cause I know I am ..

I miss you. I miss our never ending talks at night. I miss how we never fought. I miss our afternoon naps under the sun. I miss when it was just us. I miss the excitement. I miss how you made me feel like the most beautiful person. I miss you.